AIR Anniversary Party

it's been quite a while you really kept me wanting you, you got some style you're so unique, you're beautiful so warm so deep... loving you ooohhh such an easy thing to do no you never know it's driving me crazy coz it grows and grows... loving you just a bit too much! woah!
i still got hang overs. not only i wanted to sing more but i also wanted to sleep more.
we regularly swim at uss before but sadly because the place is far from ours and due to lack of time we have to lay low. this is the reason why whenever i have the privilege to swim i make to a point that i really do at least 10 laps. i haven't had any real exercise for quite sometime and that's why i'm having body aches right now. before 10 laps is just a piece of cake but now 10 laps seems like 40 laps for me. i really feel the pain. but then again, swimming always makes me feel more relax.
last saturday my day started with a blast, feeling a bit sleepy for friday night's hectic and cramming agenda. seeing all the lolas and lolos makes me realize how some people are forunate than those who are under the golden acres care. i can see happiness in their eyes whenever there are people who visits them. had an honor to talk to one of the lolas and she was really happy to see that there are new faces, sadly, they wanted people to donate things to them personally than giving it to the authorities, i would not state why let's leave the reasons with respect. they only have 2 meals daily, lunch and dinner and i really think giving them snack for something to eat really makes their day bright.
after our sharing with the oldies, we had lunch at golden apple, and as they always say don't judge the book by it's cover, for the place might not as nice or as good looking as gloria mariz or any other chinese resto but their food are really terrific especilly their fish fillet in lemon sauce, aw! the free lunch is certainly a good lunch! thanks to sir anthony.
we head to laguna for our anniv party. the time shared is uncomparble. kwentuhan and chickahan is no doubt included with the fun. bonding, playing, singing and drinking booze helps our realationship tighthen, like i said before, air only got quite strong foundation but later on our foundations will be built with an i-beams, meaning later on no earthquake or no kupalako can ever make our friendship fall. our activities are as follows, phew! J, sis A and B and i really put a lot of efforts into it, and as for me, my worries really cut loose when i saw the groupresentation(p reminiscin and happy to what i put a lot of effort into, my "power poiny" as what i call it). the rest of what happen in laguna is history. a history that most of us will not dare to forget. the truth is there might be some spoilers but who cares, as long as we are having fun, we are happy and as long as we love what we are doing da^n all the spoilers, forget them and live on... wow!

dimsums and cakes

After a very busy day, after a very temper rising day, after a very not so normal day, i'm gonna share my endless food hopping spree. my kadas and i try to meet at least once a week to catch up. since we all have busy lives right now, we don't want to miss each other's company. yesterday we plan to eat siomai all you can at dimsum and dumplings. for a bowl of yang chow and eat all you siomai P99, super "mura" isn't it? but I don't find their siomai delicious, it's ya-i (in chinese) or nakakasuya (in tagalog), ewan ko in english haha. i ate only 10 siomai(lugi ako) dibale bumawi si emer for me coz i really think he ate more than 30 pcs of siomai. 9pm mall's closing we have to go na and since most of us naman should be home early we pack up and said goodbye. my brother Gar called me up and since he's also at RP, we just agreed to wait for him. it's 930 and he didn't had his dinner pa and since busog pa kami we decide to talk a walk at MOA. there's this Chocolat cake store that i really love to try. we walk for a while then decided to have a slice. Emer ordered for frozen hot choco, i ordered choco milk shake and Gar ordered pistachio milk shake as our drinks, we ordered 2 slices of cakes, deep dark choco and carrot cake at 43 and 45 pesos respectively. i love the chiffon and i love the taste of chocolate, being a real choco addict all i can say is "yummy" although not a fan of carrot cake I find it good. Thier pistachio milk shake, P90, on the other hand's really satisfy craving.

you're beautiful it's true!

i am beautiful no matter what they say, words can't bring me down! haha sometimes it really doesn't hurt to feel beautiful, be beautiful, feel sexy and feel seductive. i admit, i feel some insecurities now that i'm chubby? fat? now that i got pimples and blackheads and whiteheads. when i was still studying, i really got a lot of suitors (not bragging or anything). When i met Emer, i fell in love so much that i didn't get to think that i might not taking care of myself anymore. we eat anywhere and anything we want, i don't visit facial centers, i dont look after my diet anymore. Whenever I look at my old photo, my first expression will be, oh shocks! i feel like an ugly duckling now.
get to talk to a classmate way back in college, not a close friend! oh wow! guess what i got a cute reputation haha or at least that's what he said! kaya right at this very moment, i feel cute, cuddly, sexy and one of a kind! o divah?!

collections...

i'm not really a sentimental person maybe that's the reason why i don't have collection until... oppps, let me have a rewind.
i remember when i was a kid i was collecting stationaries of different kinds and different shapes until i get tired of it, i wanted to use them and as a matter of fact i did, i got lots of it, i used almost all of them i only had a box of it left right now, actually i would've use them if i was still writing letters, but now, snail mail is out email is in. suitors gave me flowers i intend to keep a petal or a rose from a bouquet, let's just say for souviniers, but then again, i had this drawer that i hadn't open for years now, all the flowers are kept inside, when i open it up, there are a lot of book insects, i just decided to throw it out. you see, i'm not really sentimental especially about material things, i prefer photos and memories, those are the things i really give importance to, i look at my albums and reminisce about past it really gives me joy. i might never had all the things i wanted when i was a kid but the memories my mom, dad, bros and sister and my relatives shared are uncomparable. oh i was getting carried away, let's go back to the main topic.
i was in love with boxers 4 years ago and i am still in love with them. i wanted to own a chihuahua, we have shih tzus at home, we owned rotts, dalma, we got pugs and bullies but my love for boxers are unique. i'm biased and favoritism regarding to breeds and my dogs, maybe because the love i had for boxer cannot be shared with the love i have for the other breeds. boxers are unique breeds, perfect for my personality and i love them like they love me. we've been breeding and showing boxers for quite sometime now but sadly we have to give it up due to some conflicts and problems for space. ypu might wonder what does boxer got to do with collections? oh no, they are not my collections they are my babies. what i mean with the collection is... i collect figurines, everytime i saw boxer figurines i try to fit it in my budget list. i see to that it will be my latest addition. sadly, i cannot see any life size boxers, my friends got their's from other country. anyway, i also got figurines from different breeds like i got bullies, beagle and rott. what really made me obsessed with boxer figurines is my love for the breed, guess eventhough i am not a sentimental, a collection about my most love are enough for me not to get tired of it. as much as i love chocolates and music, boxer certainly means more to it.

Xocolat

last week i was reading a blog which gave a good reveiw for Cafe Xocolat. After our dinner we walk around Mega Mall and I saw this coffee shop, i was dying to have a sip for their chocolate drink so we had our last stop, 9pm, mall's closing, thank God they allowed last orders, i ordered hot xocolat and Emer ordered for a choco lava(cold drink). it was sinfully delicious, both orders. hot xocolat cost 95 and choco lava cost 125. indeed a lava, dark chocolates with crash iced and whip cream and fudge woah! a hot chocolate that really taste heaven. i would definitely give good feedbacks and i would definitely go back! as we went home we slowly took sip with satisfaction all over our faces.

what's with music!

i'd like to take a break to what i'm working on... let me talk about something that i really love, music. what's with music? why do i love it so much? guess my life is just full of songs. i'm a hopeless romantic, i fell in love with a song just like i fall in love. from jazz, love songs, classic, oldies to alternatives, light rock and hip hop and rnb. i started to have passion with music since i was a kid, i love listening to songs, when i'm busy doing something, when i am writing, when i am studying, when i'm in love or when i just wanted to listen. i love songs with really beautiful meaning. most of the songs i love are dedicated to something, my best friend by puff daddy to God, you changed my life in a moment to E, thank you by Dimsums for my Kada's, light and shade to our outing at laguna, it might be you to a previous crush, say it to my first dance with E. i'm living with music by my side, guess it gives more meaning to my life, it helps me find true meaning of something i'm looking for, it helps me relax, it helps me reflect. that's why when ask what's my most priceless gadget it's always my mp3 player.

whew! TGIF!!

hindi po TGIF na restaurant... TGIF na thank God it's friday literally! grabe! nakakapagod! ang pinagtataka ko lang sanay naman ako na buong araw humarap sa computer pero ngayon grabe napagod talaga ako... 2 days na and i'm not yet done with my presentation. i don't really know if people will appreciate my effort but then again i know i can't please everybody i just hope most of them will love what i did. minsan ang sarap isipin na may mga mabubuti kang kaibigan ang sarap balik balikan ang mga alaalang pinagsamahan! yan ang pinagkakaabalahan ko dalawang araw na, hectic pero ang sarap isipin na para sa kaibigan kahit gaano kapagod ayos lang!
bukas sabado nanaman, hindi ko pa rin napapanood ang lady in water kaya kelangan next week mapanood ko na! bukas tambay nanaman, miss ko na mga buddies ko lalo na ang aking amigas na sina B at A! ang sayang isipin na pagkatapos ng isang linggong trabaho, pagod at puyat eto nanaman kami para magsama sama at magkwentuhan, diba nakakarelax kahit late na umuwi, late na matulog ang mahalaga'y nakapag-bonding kami!

why blog?

why do i blog? actually i really dont know, perhaps i'm a girl who just wanted to express what i feel or maybe because i want to share my ups and downs or probably it's just because i wanted to write. eversince i was a kid, i'm really fond of writing, it's just too bad i'm not good at it. my favorite subject is english, yes i find it somehow boring too but everytime we get to write theme papers or essays my imagination comes to wild. it always reminds me how i loves to write, i might not get A scores on my essays but i feel like i can clearly express myself in writing, when i write no one objects. i feel freedom, i can say whatever i want. writing makes me feel so relax, my mind and my heart works with a rythm. when i'm mad and i'm alone i write it down, it makes me feel good. when i'm happy and all my friends are busy i write it down, it gives me joy.
i really don't have good memory, i know someday i might forget all the things that had happen. with my diary and blog and album i know i can still bring back joy of the past, it will help me revive happy memories. a frustrated writer
hmmm... after writing this, i realize why i love to blog and you know what i don't really care how many people read or how many people visit, all that matters is that i write, i write what i feel and i write because i love to write.

friends

with the popular saying "People walks in and out of our lives but only true friends leaves footprints in our heart". i believe this is true. for my 26 years of existence i really think i've already met thousands of people. some are acquaintances, some are classmates, officemates, clients, customers, some actually became my friends. well... friends come and go, sometimes not because they want to go but sometimes it's because they have to go.

although i lost communication with some of my friends, i always remember they were once a part of me. some friends turns to enemies but like i said i still remember the things and memories we share, there might be hatred but then again time will heal the pain. i remember i got few friends turn enemies when i was still in grade school, funny because of petty reasons, well who can blame us we're still a bunch of kids. then again, like i said everything heals as time pass by. these friends turned enemies, i still see them once in a while walking around the malls, bars, resto or somewhere, you know what? we nod and say hi to each other, although we won't stop and catch up still a simple nod or hi is enough. i got a group of friends before we graduated high school, sadly because we studied college in different school i lost in touch with most of them. to date, jen, joyce, janet are the only once i keep in touch with. it's good that i live in an advance technology generation that's why i can now catch up with some of my old friends, joy and jen, the others? well i guess i have to know their email addy or their cellphones first. my college days are not as colorful as others, maybe because i studied at a chinese school. it seems like i'm still in high school bah! oh well... at least i gain good friends, for 4 years i met a lot of people not only in school but also through internet chat. ebs are the best way to meet people from another part of the country. it was fun! after i graduated and had a boyfriend i stop chatting maybe because it's not really nice? i dont really know why but i just stop. my friends from chat remain my friends for quite sometime. we graduated college, i still keep in touch with my college friends although just through ym and yahoogroups. sid, dom, ernest, tif, mich, ericson are just some of the friends that i really miss seing in person. how i wish there will be reunion soon.
5 years ago i met emer's 8 kabarkada, they never made me feel out of place. sooner i became one of them, how blessed i am to have such good and true friends. eki, pame, shine, marie, ni, deo, bry and alvin. i felt the sense of belonging. slowly as we grew older the group grew bigger, jerome, mike2 and mike1 join in. we cannot go out like we used to, we cannot spend as much as we spend before and its not as bad as it seems, it's also because we are now trying to save for our future. once in a while we hang out have dinner, have a coffee or spend an overnight together.

as we are busy with our lives, new people come, i met a new sets of friends, the air club. because this is a club, people walk in and out of the group. i still remember when we are just about 20 members then, now we are like about 40 in the group. for almost 8 months now, i am over whelmed that i met these guys, i proved unity and friendship value with these people. there are some misunderstanding but heck you can't please everybody, what's important is that most of them like you for being you. i learned a lot from them, the real meaning of sisterhood/brotherhood. with them i found a new family.
now, going back to my first statement, "people walk in and out of our lives" i just hope these people will never walk out of my life. i value my friends eventhough i seldom see or talk to them, they play a big role in my life. i can live without all the riches in the world but i cannot live with out my friends. if ask me what are my priceless posession it's not those material things, it's my family, emer and my friends.

p.s. let me talk about my family next time! :)

pirates of the carribean 2

yes! at last!!!! was able to watch pirates last night, this time the rain didn't stop me! johnny depp as always, a very good actor, i can't imagine another actor fitted for his role. keira knightley, one of my favorites, her acting deserves an oscar and of course she's charming as ever. Although i dont really have any idea about orlando blooms other films he is such a head turner, i like the way he gives life to will, a swordsman and son of a pirate. like the first sequel captain jack sparrow carries the movie. this sequel got a lot of humor, entertaining and funny. i still prefer the first sequel but this movie deserves praises either. not to compare, both have thier own difference. my 2 hrs and 35mins was very well worth it. i enjoyed every scene. no boring parts. indeed a disney film! i really can't wait for the next sequel i dont have a choice, guess i just have to save money for may 2007 primiere!

bz bz bz bz bz

super busy! nakakapagod na ha! we're now accepting paint jobs and it's very tiring to help Emer do all the sanding and the paint removing part. the only fun part is that Emer and i actually do something different together, sweet diba? it's not that we just watch movie together, had lunch or dinner together, something different wenks! pero ang hirap!!!!! nakakapagod! i dont have sweldo for this! haha! oh well... siguro helping the one i love is enough :p hays! it seems like forever pag nag liliha ako ng mga fairings! sunday na lang ang rest day namin! pero ok na rin! we have to earn earn earn. sympre for our future na rin!
last saturday sympre liha liha liha pa rin the whole afternoon, tapos dumating na un mga friends at mag papagawa so stop liha muna at entertain muna! ang saya, we went to tambayan kasama si j (which is madalas) at mga aspiring members ng AIR. nakakatuwa lang kasi sometimes riding with friends (kahit hindi un travel) kahit sa malapit lang ang saya pa rin! un! when we reach tambay as usual kwnto, chicka, laughter filled caltex buendia. just like any saturdays! late na rin kami natapos sa tambay it was around 1 am when all of us decided to call it a night.
ayun! ngayon, monday nanaman. work work bantay bantay pagod pero ok lang! that's life! ang importante kahit may downs ang life meron pa rin ups!

Superman!!!!!!!!!!!!

at last after a week of waiting, i can now give ratings to one of the most awaited movie. last night we went to rp manila to watch for superman returns last full show. it's a 2 hrs and 40min movie. well although there are 2 boring scene it was well compensated. effects are great! story's good and i really think there will be a sequel. i was kinda irritated at rp cinema, i think they turn off the aircon 40mins before the movie ends. well... there are a lot of people inside the movie and it really makes us unconformtable because of the heat. damn! the only thing that i don't like about the movie is that superman easily beat lex luther like he was not the story's strongest villain.

in love...

first love never dies? ha! maybe for some! but for me, it's one good hell of a lie! my first crush, it was in first grade haha (im an early bloomer LOL), i was sooo head over heels, well.. when we reach high school i learned that he was gay yaiks! i remember fallin in love for the first time, i am a living proof that love is blind. but then again love is not permanently blind, i woke up one day and i realize that it's not the life i wanted and he's not the guy i wanted to be with the rest of my life. tears flow and memories kept but we have to move on. after few months i go back to dating world, ebs, meeting new friends, acquaintances, i met this guy i never really like him but he is so persistent, maybe he realized he was just wasting his time, he gave up. well... after that i realized i already liked him... actually no regrets too, i just knew we're not meant for each

then a man came along, we already talked a lot before we met. when i saw him, i was kinda "i don't like him", i even remember acting like i was in a hurry just to cut the meeting short. he called me after that, we still talked, he got sense of humor although he is not the guy i dreamed of, i like talking to him. he asked me out, i say "hey, why not give it a try? tutal i kinda like to talk to him". eventually i learned to like him, we had few dates and i finally said yes, i think it was my pahabol gift since i said i love him too around 10pm on christmas day. it was 5 years ago. and we are still together, very much in love and we're hoping that someday we will finally blessed as one. anyway, there are ups and downs, a lot of fights, broke ups and make ups. we are not getting any younger and as we grew old we realize being together is the only thing that matters, loving and respecting one another will bring us to where we wanted to be. i am really enjoying my life especially sharing it with the one i truly love. now, what can i say? im still in love after all these years.

Tea Square

I am a fan of Tea Square but it's been quite a while since I haven't gone to G4. That's why when I learned Tea Square branch out at RP i was overwhelmed. I was amazed to find out that they add more flavors but i still ordered my usual. I was disappointed ibang iba ang lasa ng green tea niya sa green tea na lagi naming inoorder sa G4. un pala nagchange na sila ng concept, for improvements daw, pero ako i still love tea square nung konti pa lang un flavors niya