living my life

my life is not as exciting as what many people think. i just handle everything that comes in my life with acceptance. embracing problems and learning from them really helps keeps my life healthy. for the past 26 yrs, i learned to live life to fullest. i live a very ordinary life like any other kids. small problems like how to pass an exam, how will my crush notice me, breakups, misunderstanding with friends. but as i grew older, i learned that things are not as easy when i was a kid. self fulfillment, how to live life and fear of God, these are just among the things that i learned and learning as I am growing up. sometimes money is the name of the game. i really have a hard time knowing that i have to work in order to spend and it's not about asking money to my parents anymore. because of this i value what i have to spend, i realized the meaning of hardship. love is not as easy as it seems it is, people expect from me and expect from the one i love. love is not about sparks and sweet moments anymore, we have to take it to the next level especially when you are getting older. mature talks, future plans, having a family, earning money and problems we encounter everyday. love is not just about dates and gifts and sweet nothings anymore. it's more to what you plan ahead.
After all these years, i still live life to the fullest. i enjoy every day of my life. going out of towns and relaxing is my first priority. self fulfillment. i may not earned a lot for my future but i know when i look back i will never regret every single day of my life and if i die tonight i know i enjoyed my life.